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[13 Jan 2005|07:41pm] new journal add it fckk_you_boy 16 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[13 Jan 2005|07:02pm] Party hardy Rock n' Roll Drink a 5th Smoke a bowl We are stoners We got class Mess with us We'll kick your ass To all you preps Who think your cool Think again Cuz stoners rule hahaha i thought that was great. lmfao. so i guesse matt is in town... wow. exciting convo huh? and tomarrow i leave at like 6 in the morning for cleavland ohio. Fckk:</b> what the hell is going on now? im getting bitched at for telling someone that aj and josh were selling drugs somewhere? i dont even know... but i didnt do shit electrix: i dont know lynde IMd me and was like OMG DID YOU HEAR WHAT HAPPENED TO AJ and i came back from being away and i was like no tell. but shes gone right now. Fckk: well this is gay cuz i didnt say shit electrix: i know. Fckk: i dont talk about him to anyone. as far as im concerned he isnt a part of my life anymore im happy with my baby. its not a goal of mine to ruin his even if its his goal to ruin mine by starting rumors about me this is all getting prettyu ridiculouse to if you ask me. i just want to be left alone. i only want to be accociated with my friends and my bf. i dont even talk about my ex anymore unless he is brought to my attention. and i dont deserve this shit anymore. so all of ya'll can leave me the fuck alone! 2 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[12 Jan 2005|02:46pm] maybe its intuition somethings you just dont question like in your eyes i see my future in a instant and there it goes i think i found my best friend i know it might sound more than a little crazy but i beleive ... ( Read more... ) 4 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[08 Jan 2005|06:44pm] LISTEN just leave me the fuck alone, you are a ex and thats all you will ever be. you dont mean shit to me and i dont say shit about you. as far as im concerned you dont even exist anymore. so quit fucking things up for me and the person ILOVE, ALWAYS HAVE LOVED, AND ALWAYS WILL LOVE! and as far as im concerend for the rest of you, yea leave me and drew the fuck alone. you dont know shit. i sit at home all day everyday with the occasions of when i go out with drew. i have a few friends i care about. and a boyfriend that i love to death. so get the fuck over it and get a fucking life. and thats directed towards all of you all talking shit. just get the fuck out of my buisness. and if you cant do that then stay the fuck away from me and dont even bother talking to me. anywhoo... onto a update shall we! ( Read more... ) 5 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[08 Jan 2005|06:43pm] LISTEN just leave me the fuck alone, you are a ex and thats all you will ever be. you dont mean shit to me and i dont say shit about you. as far as im concerned you dont even exist anymore. so quit fucking things up for me and the person ILOVE, ALWAYS HAVE LOVED, AND ALWAYS WILL LOVE! and as far as im concerend for the rest of you, yea leave me and drew the fuck alone. you dont know shit. i sit at home all day everyday with the occasions of when i go out with drew. i have a few friends i care about. and a boyfriend that i love to death. so get the fuck over it and get a fucking life. and thats directed towards all of you all talking shit. just get the fuck out of my buisness. and if you cant do that then stay the fuck away from me and dont even bother talking to me. anywhoo... onto a update shall we! [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<lj-cute [...] meaning...">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <center> LISTEN just leave me the fuck alone, you are a ex and thats all you will ever be. you dont mean shit to me and i dont say shit about you. as far as im concerned you dont even exist anymore. so quit fucking things up for me and the person ILOVE, ALWAYS HAVE LOVED, AND ALWAYS WILL LOVE! and as far as im concerend for the rest of you, yea leave me and drew the fuck alone. you dont know shit. i sit at home all day everyday with the occasions of when i go out with drew. i have a few friends i care about. and a boyfriend that i love to death. so get the fuck over it and get a fucking life. and thats directed towards all of you all talking shit. just get the fuck out of my buisness. and if you cant do that then stay the fuck away from me and dont even bother talking to me. anywhoo... onto a update shall we!</center> <lj-cute text"im counting on a new begining a reason for living a deeper meaning..."> so not shit has been up im grounded at the moment but i dont think it is going to be for that long. a week maybe 2. im getting my licence on my birthday for sure now. and i am probably more pumped about that than anything! i cant wait cuz then i can hang out with whoever i want whenever the fuck i want. and i am going to be getting a new cell phone here shortly. as soon as my grades go up... which by the way i am working on. i am hoping to graduate on time and get my shit together. TECH N9NE is the shit. just had to say that. lmfao. and i have completely decided i am in love with savage garden. <3. i talked to my beautiful riley today <3 i love her so much and i am so happy i got to talk to her. and i talked to baker babe. that made me happy. her and marco are so cute. then again shes getting bull shit now to so that puts us in somewhat the same boat. my mother fucking gay ass ex bf is talking shit about me saying that i cheat on my bf. but anyone who knows me knows that i would never nor ever have cheated on him. that kid means the world to me and beleive me i would do anything he asked me to. i am so glad i have riley as a friend. its hard to find true good friends these days. i guesse you could say i have a shit load of aquantiances. and as soon as i get my computer fixed so i can actually log into LJ and stay loged in beleive me i am going to be making a friends cut so if you want to be in it make sure you start comenting. me and my mom went for a drive and talked today, it was nice. refreshing you could say. and i went and saw diesel. got a bunch of pictures! *my horse is so cute* lmfao. here is a song that i love <center><b>Maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant And there it goes, I think I found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life</center></b> <center>There's just no rhyme or reason Only the sense of completion And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life</center> *the bolded part makes me think of my baby <3 <b> AND SO THIS ISNT JUST A TEXT ENTRY HERES SOME PICS </b> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture328.jpg"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture329.jpg"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture332.jpg"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture333.jpg"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture334.jpg"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture335.jpg"> <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture336.jpg"> bad pics im sorry what can i say im ugly its not my fault... but this one makes me smile cuz it reminds me of karlis's <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/Picture337.jpg"> and this is just something i found that makes me crack the fuck up because it is just like what we need in life, and just how i feel... <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v204/ilovedrewk420/aed6.jpg"> anywhoo im out. with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[07 Jan 2005|03:04pm] ok im in alot of trouble and i guesse you could say... i got in a bad car accident? anyways. im not going to be on the computer much for awhile and i dont know if i was use the phone but please show me you care and give me a call 248.623.9747 i was home 2 hours late (12) on a school night and i came home smelling like pot and alot of other shit i really regret it things were starting to go good LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS AND SOME LOVE 20 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[31 Dec 2004|08:09pm] Stoner Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Raver Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Bondage Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla wow arent they cute. i took the test 3 times! 1 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[28 Dec 2004|12:06pm] I Love Him but friends are forver and golden all i ever wanted was a shot that i never got and heres some pics of my last few days ( Read more... ) 44 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[22 Dec 2004|03:56pm] you used to be my whole world and if you dont remember i used to call you puppy dogg well i still look into those puppy dogg eyes and realize i still love you as much as i ever did but that ... you may never love me the way you used to <3 ALK always&&&forever <3 ( Read more... ) 49 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[20 Dec 2004|09:07am] i admit that im just a fool for you in this moment that we both ignore the truth ... its all over i feel your heart against mine so take a breath and close your eyes your lungs have failed and they both stop breathing my heart is damaged way past beating something has gone terribly wrong im scared your scared where scared of this i never thought we'd make it out alive i never told you but its all in your GOODBYES! well look whos dying now slit wristless from sleeping with the boy next door ( dontshakeihatetoseeyoutremble ) 16 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[18 Dec 2004|12:44pm] I HATE the cops 6 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[12 Dec 2004|12:29pm] ( People always try and put me down but i, i dont ever give a fuck what people say ) 15 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[09 Dec 2004|01:21pm] I Miss Snowball Fights & Starry Nights ( So Kiss Me Hard ) 40 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[02 Dec 2004|01:26pm] dont try to hide mistake i made this time but please try and listen cuz im breaking my heart tonight so you can see whats inside 29 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[20 Nov 2004|07:46pm] im my s.n superstarr166 and i can text back! 7 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[03 Oct 2004|09:40pm] I think about you... Alone in my room!   ( and it makes me miss you even more ) 44 are dying now with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

[19 Sep 2004|08:43pm] with slit wrists from sleeping w.the boy next door

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